Another year older, another year closer to the big 30! I don’t want to get to that age yet, I don’t feel ready. Someone pause time and make me age slower please, I’m lucky I’m blessed with a young looking face but how long can I keep that up for?
26 years old, 26! Eek that just sounds too scary, without sounding ungrateful or harsh but what have I achieved in my life so far.
Don’t get me wrong my kids are my world and I don’t regret having them one bit, but sometimes I do wonder if I’ll ever get chance to work / earn my own money, I don’t want to be stuck living in a council house forever, and struggling with this Universal credit, I’m thankful it exists but I do wish I could go out and start earning my own money.
I have a computing degree and yet it’s not really proved useful so far, in fact I don’t even think it’s what I want to do anymore, for months I’ve been debating what career I want and whether or not I’ll get to follow that path.
But yes, rant over. All in all I’ve had a fantastic day, spent with friends and family and Ben too! Probably my best birthday ever! The boys are at their dads this weekend so I got a little bit tipsy (ben and Aaron’s request) considering I’ve never really touched alcohol in my life.
We went for a meal to the Red lion pub in Ellesmere, the food was Devine and I definitely left feeling full! The prices were very reasonable too for the portions we received.
We then went to tenpin in Eagles Meadow for a few games of pool and Aaron treated me and Ben to a drink, following that we walked to Atik nightclub in town and I was, of course ID’d, suppose my outfit of choice didn’t help 😂 but all in all was a very good night and I was buzzing by the end of the night.
Thank you everyone whose wished me happy birthday, and a massive shoutout to Ben for treating me like a queen! 🥰 #SoBlessed